The story peddled incessantly was one of how I could be
helped, we know they pick up my public work disobediently, make their own
meaning of it, build up a following crowd, work media narcissism and build up
distant violence on me that their quasi criminals would find useful, which was also used to share my personal life with sex-work politics society, not clear
how they intended to help when they were the problem. So this needs to be shut
down, everything likely to pick up my public work should be shut down and an
intention to continue will only encourage me to seek out ways that we will find
them stuck somewhere doing nauseating financial complications associated with
getting out of bed to face society organised distraction that gets me spending
my time to reenact public issues that I had already resolved, whilst the same
people responsible complained about being affected by the level of stress
associated with the methods by which I managed the stress caused. I do not
consider the matter a crisis, just the question of how they may help me who
complains to such an extent they had to sign up to security services and fight
my wars, to show up running off narcissism on me because of the way that actual
security service operatives communicated on the job. This nonsense can only
continue with a need for their famous stupidities to pick up my earnings as the
most comfortable and convenient aspects of their jobs whilst blaming it on me
over claims I knew what to do about their problems but failed to serve their
stupidities, up to the point where an idiot puts up financial leverage on it
and a fool will exhibit itself all over the financial leverage and then I had
to punish them for the fact it occurred, in the mean time I will have to make
some punishment that helped me resolve the financial mess caused by a need to
pick up my public image and public work which prevents clients from getting close with 6 years of it adding to previously existent 8 year mess that included social life and Academic pursuits first. The idea there were a lot of things I were to be blamed for is utter nonsense - they simply have a social life that is laden with a need to get others working for or serving them, it was so desperate they stir up racism, get killed over my social and public life and turn out on Media driving me into a corner, needs to cease making comments about my career, if it is their own careers they were qualified to make comments about - seems the purpose is that we were now keeping up practical jokes that kept the clients away from the Bookshop until they had retired over a sense of how to handle my public image and social life, which is a retirement that they will never have.
